Tuesday, March 6, 2012

3/6/2012

So last night was a struggle for me, It was our 29th Anniversary and of course I wanted to go to The Hard Rock and play and Gamble but we had just gone out Sunday night and said that we were celebrating our anniversary, Plus we are going to Biloxi this weekend. I am having such a problem with that, See I am making progress, It is just slow.

At least I am recalling the bad feeling of having run out of money and not being able to play and still having 2 days left to be there and that is why I am thinking about not going, Really I am. . . . .

Went out with my mom this morning and was going to talk things over with her but decided it would become a sermon talk and I was really not wanting that, I know what needs to be done I just have to find the strenght to do it, Right now I have nothing going on in my life that would trump it, I take care of the smartest grandaughter there is 18 months and she knows how to put on an adult seatbelt and clip it in  amazing, My kids were above average but she just blows me away. We pass Mcdonalds and she goes Nanny I eat. . . .

I will probably spend the rest of the day beating myself up about this weekend and we will probably go with hardly any money again so we are stuck in the room for  another 2 days, Saturday night we have comped tickets to see Cheech and Chong and take part in the Prize is Right Game (By invitation only) But there is still the days to get through so we will see what we decide.

Kats777

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